Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

Have you ever been in situation that you face difficulties and you started to tell that person everything and the reply you get is"I don't know' .... it hurting to get that kind of feedback. Maybe a reply like... "that's ok, people make mistake" not like a word like this you should not do that and when you hear the same person can give comforting words to other people, you will feel hurt. It kept happening again and again to me. Sometimes, I do know that what I did is wrong, it just I had to ... and when a person tellss you that actually that person is hurting inside and just wanted to hear comforting words.... For me, there will always a way out .. always... just no judgment and utter kind words to the hurt person... I guess, this is where I can find my comforting moment ... by writing it out.

Continents by colour simpler (Photo credit: Wikipedia ) It is ... why like things to be complicated? When things are too complicated it will give you headache and pain in the heart ... try to avoid it. As a woman, women, for me tend to complicated things... right? Because I know I do. Sometimes an easy things to do and without even starting on it, I already thinking ahead of time with this question ... what if? Do what you think is good and appropriate. Bother about own feeling first without the need to indulge too much in the future. That's why people say that knowledge is important so that I can make an inform decision and not only guided by heart only. Have a plan and know and stick to the plan. Because of this 'what if' thing keep bothering, I will make things so complicated... when the thing is actually a piece of cake.

English: konafa, an Egyptian dessert made of thin pastry strands, nuts, and sweet syrup (Photo credit: Wikipedia ) I do... by sweet teeth I meant liking sweet things, especially dessert...The mouth watering delicacies that leaves you to eat more and more even though how bad it is to your body and health. But, because of temptation and craving and deliciousness ... it hard to say no when you see the beautiful colorful desert that being lay to you ... hmmmmm... So now, I'm going to promote a product where you can still enjoy your craving sweetness and yet are not feel guilty afterwards. It is a guilty free dessert recipe. To find out, please click here

Yes, it is either you do the things that you want now, or as you are procrastinate, it hardly happen. Well, it is to me. DO not do the things you can do now to another time. It is not a wise decision. I have encounter that always. But the thing is certain things need mood to do that kind of job. How to make sure the mood is there? hmmm, that is surely a hard questions. But, the thing is I cannot wait for the mood to come. As I have the opportunity to do it, then I should do it. Time is gold and in Quran also emphasis the importance of time. Those who wasted it are those who are loss. That's why I come up with the list that I have to do so that I can always refer to the things that I have to, no matter at what time, because sadly we are living in the time whereby even there are great technologies that should make our work less it happen the other way around. People have to work harder to cope with the challenging times, knowledge that needs to be fill so that you and I would n...

It just January and I already felt stressed out and I haven't even started on my classes for my master. This will be my fourth semester and hopefully, it will be the last semester. Most of the burn out coming from the work stress. Stress come from all around me, the demand of the work and the need to stand with various type of people. At the beginning usually people will just suck it up, but as time goes by, people will get sick and tired. That's where the stress and burn out coming from. I know, stress happen because I do not able to handle the pressure very well and I admit it true, so I decided to do this. To focus on new things so I get distracted and not too focus on the problems, instead, I deal when the times come and the need arise. Other than that, nope, I just want to focus on the things that will benefits me instead of harming me, so this is what I decided. The thing is, people tend to forget when the time arise, with confidence, people can face any problems ...

Narratives is  about telling story. The way we tell the story gives various meaning to different people. But, turn out we can make people believe what we want them to believe. Well, the success rate is not 100% , but the success is there. Why? Some people do it because they want to manipulate, and some want to protect own self. Changing the narratives daoesnt exactly like lying, isn't? Lying is telling untrue story so that people do not know the truth, but changing the narratives is telling in a way that make people believe you instead they asking various of questions. Kind manipulative, isn't? Now, there is a blur line between what should be known and how the truth should be told. Or is it just me who do not make sense at all?

I thought I want to start everything back, from scratch, to start a new leaf, but turn out, why should I waste my previous experience. I've did some good things, I do not need to start over, I just need to continue the things that was once my hobby and for whatever reasons, I stop. I might want to renew a few things, but I do not need to do it all at once. I should do it little by little, but continued on and on. Lear and keep on learn. I used to remember how determine I was once, but the past is the past. Let it go. Now, focus on improving. It is hard but I need an inspiration and not some sleazy excuses to make up for the loss of time that I wasted. As this is my personal blog,  I can write things that I like even though the content is really really out of context of whatever things that I want to write. ;)

Organisation at its best is by being simpler and organized. That being said, no clutter, no keep the things for might be the future endeavor but be more selective and be a person who knows how to let go stuff that I do not need anymore. Because I used to be this person who like to keep things just in case that I might need it in the future. Turn out, it not necessary, as it can lead to more clutter and trash. I should be more selective, more organized, more practical and more confident and all of these are connected to each other. And now with the new post I make, I will put my own picture ...just because I can . :) And I'm going to promote products too.  :)

Used to be I do feel alone, but actually, I never alone. There is the higher power that keep me company. Allah, the most powerful and merciful. So, whenever I feel alone and down, I just pray to Allah. I believe Him. I believe 2015 will be a great year with Allah's help.

2015 is entering, so I want to end my 2014 with the list of things I learn in 2014. That are 1. Be focus on the things that I want. But, it not easy. I can be easily distracted and forget. 2. Be determined of what I want. Again, the same reasons as above. 3. Be strong. Whatever it is, head up, smile and walk on. 4. People are people. Do not look down on ownself. 5. wake up to achieve the goals. 6. Learn, and learn and learn and do it. 7. Learn to talk better and learn to share, but not over sharing. 8. Fight with other people? Let it go and focus back on what is important. Drama is not one of them. 9. Read and should read more. 10. Talk less, but better. 11. Know yourself, be confident and keep on moving. I think there are more, but these what I remember now. So, yeah, welcome 2015.

I'm scared with the word no and rejection. I prefer to let in inside my heard because of these scary things. I afraid to do mistake too. But turn out, I'm a weak person. I cannot get yes all the time and I will fail and will get rejection or maybe the things that I do will not be likeable to anyone. There will always be pro and cons in anything. That is life, so accept it. It just I have to take it positively and not take it personally. That is my problem, a very sensitive person. Like what people said, if you do not like something, then change it. If not, I have to deal with it. I live with people, in society. So, blend in. As individualistic as I am, I cannot be selfish and accept that things will go the way that I want. Nope, it won't happen that way. Life is full with surprises and even bad things can turn out good if only I try to look at different perspectives. So, must learn to smile, control my own emotions and walk on. Must keep on walking and do not be afrai...