Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

Money isn't everything, I know that, but it can get what you want and it necessity and in future, if you do not plan well, when you have emergency and future endeavors that you need to do, but lack of fund, you will resort to loan ... like what I did now ... When I look back at my previous expenditure, I found out that there are many things I shouldn't bought in the first place and 'if only' I save that money, today, I will have a lot more saving in my account, but who am I to lie to myself? When the truth hit you, you spent recklessly, intentionally and now, when you look at your saving at this age, you cry alone at the corner of the room ... if only I take saving seriously since I was young ... When I was young, catch up is something I think I can do ... past is past, but there are ways to mend it, but the truth is, the later you start, the harder it will become ... but it doesn't matter now, as I should start somewhere .. and not be occupied with previous mis...

There is a saying stated if you want to talk fast, walk alone, but if you want to walk far, walk together.... Which one is you? Me? Usually I always find myself to walk alone.... alone doesnt scare me, it just sometimes it can be lonely ... But again, the journey of life can be lonely too... but That is different matter... But the conclusion is, it is better to walk together, but sometimes circumtances are not always on your side, and you have to walk alone, either because of your own choice or fate... just do not stop walking. You must keep on walking, do not be static and pray hard... pray Allah will help you in that journey.. in that walk ... because you do not know what could have waiting for you at the other side of that journey... You do not know what people are going through, do not judge... be kind, be nice...