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A few weeks back, a situation happen ....As at my workplace we have to do some kind innovations, and we have do it. It should be fall on everybody, but I do not why ... I got this conversation from my supervisor. He said, something about me liking to work alone and it not good, and I should with others and if come in the future and the tasks that befall on all are not done, he will blame it on me? Seriously? Is he should say something like that? What he said bothers me a lot. So, I decided to do what other people should do and it gives pressure to me. I suspect something must off for him to say those things to me because there are other people too. Yes, I like to work alone, but I do not have problem to work with others. I will share the things that I should share and being me, most of the times, I over share. For two weeks, I feel pain in my chest and hating my leader for not stand up for me... why am I be obligated with that responsibilities when he knows many actually do not d...

It actually keep you out of the trouble, but not exactly solving the problem. Mouth can create so many good and bad things but even good things can be interpreted differently. So, be quiet. Thus it leave the imagination of those who actually paying attention to me, to think as they might want to, but as long as I'm not involve mouth fighting that could turn into something ugly and bad. But, it not nice actually to keep everything inside. it not good to bottle up everything because once it get out, it might turn not pretty. I guess this is also where the stress is coming from. But I belive in saying that quite is intelligent. Stay out of trouble and focus on other things.

Have you ever been in situation that you face difficulties and you started to tell that person everything and the reply you get is"I don't know' .... it hurting to get that kind of feedback. Maybe a reply like... "that's ok, people make mistake" not like a word like this you should not do that and when you hear the same person can give comforting words to other people, you will feel hurt. It kept happening again and again to me. Sometimes, I do know that what I did is wrong, it just I had to ... and when a person tellss you that actually that person is hurting inside and just wanted to hear comforting words.... For me, there will always a way out .. always... just no judgment and utter kind words to the hurt person... I guess, this is where I can find my comforting moment ... by writing it out.

Continents by colour simpler (Photo credit: Wikipedia ) It is ... why like things to be complicated? When things are too complicated it will give you headache and pain in the heart ... try to avoid it. As a woman, women, for me tend to complicated things... right? Because I know I do. Sometimes an easy things to do and without even starting on it, I already thinking ahead of time with this question ... what if? Do what you think is good and appropriate. Bother about own feeling first without the need to indulge too much in the future. That's why people say that knowledge is important so that I can make an inform decision and not only guided by heart only. Have a plan and know and stick to the plan. Because of this 'what if' thing keep bothering, I will make things so complicated... when the thing is actually a piece of cake.

English: konafa, an Egyptian dessert made of thin pastry strands, nuts, and sweet syrup (Photo credit: Wikipedia ) I do... by sweet teeth I meant liking sweet things, especially dessert...The mouth watering delicacies that leaves you to eat more and more even though how bad it is to your body and health. But, because of temptation and craving and deliciousness ... it hard to say no when you see the beautiful colorful desert that being lay to you ... hmmmmm... So now, I'm going to promote a product where you can still enjoy your craving sweetness and yet are not feel guilty afterwards. It is a guilty free dessert recipe. To find out, please click here

Yes, it is either you do the things that you want now, or as you are procrastinate, it hardly happen. Well, it is to me. DO not do the things you can do now to another time. It is not a wise decision. I have encounter that always. But the thing is certain things need mood to do that kind of job. How to make sure the mood is there? hmmm, that is surely a hard questions. But, the thing is I cannot wait for the mood to come. As I have the opportunity to do it, then I should do it. Time is gold and in Quran also emphasis the importance of time. Those who wasted it are those who are loss. That's why I come up with the list that I have to do so that I can always refer to the things that I have to, no matter at what time, because sadly we are living in the time whereby even there are great technologies that should make our work less it happen the other way around. People have to work harder to cope with the challenging times, knowledge that needs to be fill so that you and I would n...

It just January and I already felt stressed out and I haven't even started on my classes for my master. This will be my fourth semester and hopefully, it will be the last semester. Most of the burn out coming from the work stress. Stress come from all around me, the demand of the work and the need to stand with various type of people. At the beginning usually people will just suck it up, but as time goes by, people will get sick and tired. That's where the stress and burn out coming from. I know, stress happen because I do not able to handle the pressure very well and I admit it true, so I decided to do this. To focus on new things so I get distracted and not too focus on the problems, instead, I deal when the times come and the need arise. Other than that, nope, I just want to focus on the things that will benefits me instead of harming me, so this is what I decided. The thing is, people tend to forget when the time arise, with confidence, people can face any problems ...

Narratives is  about telling story. The way we tell the story gives various meaning to different people. But, turn out we can make people believe what we want them to believe. Well, the success rate is not 100% , but the success is there. Why? Some people do it because they want to manipulate, and some want to protect own self. Changing the narratives daoesnt exactly like lying, isn't? Lying is telling untrue story so that people do not know the truth, but changing the narratives is telling in a way that make people believe you instead they asking various of questions. Kind manipulative, isn't? Now, there is a blur line between what should be known and how the truth should be told. Or is it just me who do not make sense at all?

I thought I want to start everything back, from scratch, to start a new leaf, but turn out, why should I waste my previous experience. I've did some good things, I do not need to start over, I just need to continue the things that was once my hobby and for whatever reasons, I stop. I might want to renew a few things, but I do not need to do it all at once. I should do it little by little, but continued on and on. Lear and keep on learn. I used to remember how determine I was once, but the past is the past. Let it go. Now, focus on improving. It is hard but I need an inspiration and not some sleazy excuses to make up for the loss of time that I wasted. As this is my personal blog,  I can write things that I like even though the content is really really out of context of whatever things that I want to write. ;)

Organisation at its best is by being simpler and organized. That being said, no clutter, no keep the things for might be the future endeavor but be more selective and be a person who knows how to let go stuff that I do not need anymore. Because I used to be this person who like to keep things just in case that I might need it in the future. Turn out, it not necessary, as it can lead to more clutter and trash. I should be more selective, more organized, more practical and more confident and all of these are connected to each other. And now with the new post I make, I will put my own picture ...just because I can . :) And I'm going to promote products too.  :)

Used to be I do feel alone, but actually, I never alone. There is the higher power that keep me company. Allah, the most powerful and merciful. So, whenever I feel alone and down, I just pray to Allah. I believe Him. I believe 2015 will be a great year with Allah's help.