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Image via Wikipedia I am not a fan of going to trip because I hate the hassleness of things I need to got through in order to do the trip. And as a very worry person I will worry about many things but turn out the more I hate something the more it comes to me. I've been to countless of trips and been moving here and there for many times in my life time. Turn out I like to bring and worry unnecessary things so for my newest trip I decided to be simple and just bring the things I can. Actually I like to plan things and expect what things might have happen so when that things happen I will be ready. Ohh, but it takes many things from me, time, money and energy. Because when you thinking unnecessarry things, you waste many other important things and one of them is the fun. The trip supposed to be a time I can relax and enjoy a new sight, but if I kept worrying about things that could happen I will not able to enjoy things that are in front of me. I should know that everything can be so...

Image via Wikipedia Is it true? It is for me... Been many times friends who called me when they suddenly need help. They only remember when they have something to ask for and ironically when i ask help, it will not go the same way. Like when you suddenly asked a person not to forget her, but you do not do the same. You forget about her and weirdly when you are in trouble, you remember that person. For me, It is good to help because I beleive what comes around goes around. When you do good, you get good. But I know it will not always happen that way. I know about sincerity and never ever hoping that your favour will be return in any way, especially from the same person. For me it is not nice to do that. You want people to help you but you do not want to do the same? wow, nothing free in this world. The thing I learn about kindness is that it will come in a way that it is not expected. Like let say, people who I thought supposed to help me but  do not, and yet come another bett...

Image via Wikipedia iTs been a long time since I put something in this blog. Seems my enthusiasm on writing has decreased… I do not like excuses because for me if there is a will, there is a way. So, the lack of writing is because I lack of will. In fact I visited other people blog more often than I visited mine. Its been a busy months for me, and weirdly it because of family matters. My parents house finally finish of building up… ohh, now I know why a house is so expensive.   But luckily our contractor put a very great price and his job is great. I wish him and his workers all the best in their future endeavors. Great service and great pay. Now I really wish to buy my own house now. My lack writing is also contributed to the fact that I take life more leniently now.   Now I see things differently and able to accept things easier, thus decrease the needs to put it here.   I also take things more slower and do not want to be at rus...

Image via Wikipedia I’ve got transferred to a new place again. I do not know to decide whether it is good for me or not. I see both pro and cons… but so far I like this new place except I miss certain things at old place and there are many adjustments I have to make. Mostly I miss my freedom. Used to be I live alone, rent a house and now I live with my parents. Well, live alone you responsible to yourself and you are free to do anything you want but with family, you have to work and live harmoniously with others. I sound like it is a horrible thing, isn’t?   well like most things it has pro and cons.. Some people find it so easy to adjust to new place, but not me… I find it hard and tedious. It will take me months before I fully adjusted to a new place. I should be used to it considering I have more from many places over the past years. I’m not shock anymore, but it thrills me… and I found out I more confidence in the new place considering t...

Image via Wikipedia oh oh, who want to attarct the things that we do not like? Why it happen that way? Well because..... We kept thinking about it, and that's why it coming to us. Apparently the universe do not understand the word do not, don't... what matter is the subject matter of the things. Say that I do not like this particular brand, but as my mind and heart kept talking and thinking about it, and then.... the thing that I do not like coming and happen to me. Yes... it is true. For the past month, I do not like this particular brand, even though I do not have good reason, but I just don't. But as my heart kept giving reasons for not good things of this brand, turn out, I kept buying things from this brand. oh Oh.... Then I understand that the more I hate the thing, the more I will keep thinking about it and it will attarct, thus make me become closer to the things and make me buy it... Very bad discovery. Actually I read about this in Law of attraction few mont...

Sometimes the things you see is not that only, there can be a stories behind it. Example, received a present from someone you believe that hardly gives you anything. Well, apparently the person do not give the present just out of curiosity, but because there is this hidden messages behind it. Maybe the giver wants you to accompany him or her to some place. The giver might not say it directly or maybe a week later or maybe a month later, but the good deed that the person has bestowed upon you should be replied by agreeing to his or her wishes. By this way if you reject it, you will be haunted by the feeling of guilty. In my case, ohh... i do not know what to explain. I do not even know who to trust. What you see is not exactly what that is. But it is ok, it is all in the past now. Now it is new beginning for me... A new place and a new experiences awaiting me.... yes.. It is like I never encounter new places and new experiences, the experiences doesn't scare me, but I kind felt ...

Do you like buying things online? I thought I have passed that stage, and yet it coming at the full force. It happen beginning two weeks ago, where I was looking for a camera and it so hard to find the one that I satisfied. The cost of finding that is nearly 100, because I have to ask my neighbour to accompany me as I'm not familiar with the place. Of course I have to treat her to nice meal after accompany me, right? But the journey produce no result, so what I did was, I open the laptop and looking through the internet for a good camera. I search and read here and there diligently. Finally I've come to my conclusion and bought this camera. The weird thing is that when I compare the price here and oversea, it cheaper to buy oversea. Well, free postage too. I bought it from ebay. So, now I'm a proud owner of Canon s95. Still learning about it, and but as for now I am very satisfied.  This morning, again I make another purchasing. Kind ironic since I said to myself to be...