Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

Money matters... that's all I have to share, because I do not know where to start. But, let's look at these posters that I took from Facebook, ...

As my work would not allow me to get increase through over time work, so, I have to do this - be frugal. I have to, as I'm going to be 30 this year, I should have a lot of saving. Currently, I do have a little saving, but as I will have to use for my big expenses, it will   not enough. Moreover, I have to start thinking about future, seriously. I try my hardest not to go to town without any valid reason and refrain myself from buying unnecessary things. Therefore, I was surprised and angry when suddenly my phone charged me with the things that I do not used. It makes me furious and sad. I work hard to save the money, and this phone company could do that to their customer. And since I become phobia, i kept checking my phone charges. I do not want it to happen again. Some people said, that it much easier to earn more than to spend less. Maybe for some people. But as for me now, I'm started to build my passive income now, so, it much wiser for me to keep saving an...

What will you do when things get too tough? Do you keep on going or quit? There are things that I will keep on going and I believe there must be ways to get out from it, but if anything fails, it's time to call it quit. That is what I'm going to do. I really find it hard and I cannot do it anymore. I want to quit because if I do these things, it'm me trying to pleasing people and I'm not sincere doing it and I'm not happy. Yes, I know there are so many advantages of doing it, but I am not happy. I choose to be happy and I believe that there must be other people who are more suitable than me.

I got this tips from facebook on how to have   a lovely days ... well, I think it also tips that i must in everybody lives in order to get a great life...  Do these even though you are having a lot of problems and the thought of smiling is also hard let alone to do it, but when you do something nice, nice things will come to you. I have to do this, so that I also will have lovely day, every day...  For a people who are scared of confrontation like me, accepting things as it is is much easier than talk or even face it, but, it will come a time that I need to face it. This thought always come to the mind, how can I smile after all this or with these problems that I face? But believe that you have a great mind that can help you solved the problems and trust it and move it through...  Have a lovely days everyone....

Ever feel like you want to get angry with someone because of what they done? Are you kind a person who just let it out without consider other people feeling? Or are you a kind a people who bottle up everything in your heart and wait for the time for it to blow up? Ok, currently I am having all  three situations that I wrote above. I angry with someone of what they done , more to what they said, ( yes, they - a few people), but I keep it all in my heart. There are so many instances that I wish I just said whatever that I feel, but I do not want. Well, people said when I am frustrated and angry, I will said anything that comes up to my mind and in the process I will say the things that I regret of saying it, so I do not want to face it again. But it hurt and my heart doesn't feel calm. In fact, the problem is that I cannot see that person face to face or ven talk normally to that person without the feeling of angry crept inside. There is this question in my heart saying, wh...

 That is my aim now. There are so many things that I wish differently, like 1. I should save and invest as early as possible.  2. Be more confident 3. Should buy a second hand car as my first car.  4. Study as much and as hardworking as possible.  And the list could go on and on. But, I cannot turn back time. This is now. I should be proud of what I am and have now. In fact, I have a lot than many people. Well, I do not know that for sure, but as long as I have a great family even though problems do arise, but I am happy, a great and helathy parents who actually helping me a lot, a comfortable home to live, a permanent job, a mind that works really well and the list could go on. So, I decided to be grateful for these things that I have instead of focusing the things that I wish I could have and want to have. One of my bad habit is when my heart says that I want something, I will look for it until I get it and forget about the almost s...

 Recently, I got my salary. And I do my calculation for the things that I need and must pay... and oh oh...it wasn't good at all. It hard to make the end comfortably. With the things I have to pay and things that I have to save and spend, the figure is really frightening. Before this, this matter doesn't really scare me much, but this month, has been different. Maybe because starting this year, I will be starting to be 30, I begin to feel more responsibility and thinking more rationally. Ok, I think the biggest starting point was since last year, I do a lot of big expenses, like helping my parents house decorations and renovations, buying my first house  (yeahhh, I got my first house) and went for trips ... I felt it was so exciting to actually have a trip. It widen my view of the world and it was so fun, engaging and entertaining that I will not mind to go again. But it cost money to go there even though many were saying that our trip is really cheap.Then I als...