Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

I do not like it. The work seems endless and there are always new things come up to do. With work, life and family. And that i do not even put about my own personal life, my own time and friends. Wow, it is tiring and hectic. With work and age come responsibility. I put age because the older I get, the more responsibility I have. Like when I was young, my parents who took care of me, but now it is vice versa. I have to take care of my parents. It is not like my parents are not healthy or I have to support them, it just I have to make them happy and help whenever I can. It is time for me to repay back their kindness to me. then, lets talk about work. I am a teacher, supposedly my work is easy. But it is not. I do not come to class and talk and talk, I have to find ways to help my pupils understand my teaching and trust me to find the things, learn and make the teaching good is a lot more work than just teaching itself. Moreover the after teaching work also a lot. Luckily there are m...

I am a very punctual person. Usually I prefer to come early before the aim time. I always like that. But since I found out and discover the beauty of being late, now I am always late. The beauty of being late are ... 1. Why early or be punctual because the event will not start as it stated. 2. There will always people who will come late. 3. Come, nobody bother about punctuality anymore. I know all the reasons I stated there are not right, and wrong to practice or even to think that way. The designated time of something and either we have to come because obligation or promise is something I must obey. It my promise, and my obligation and I have to follow. Truthfully, I hate being late, but as time goes by, I found it to be addicting. I have friend who cannot follow time badly. Whenever I want to go somewhere or do something, I have to lie. Let say, my bus will take off at 8, I have to say I have to go early because I have to do something, and by early, I have to say two hours ear...

I guess this year I have become little less concern to take care of myself. Life has been busy and mostly because new situation i have to face and new scenarios domestically. A lot of things changes and many things need to take care. It has been very hectic. More hectic than last year. I used to live alone and only care for others sometimes, but now I back living with my parents and niece and nephew. The last time I stay long with them was when I was 12 years old and start at 13 years old, I enter boarding school. I have been with myself since then and 16 years later, I back here. It is because I change place of my job. It takes me a long time to make myself used to it. As I have managed to make myself settle, turn out I ignore to care securely about my finances. Used to be I am prudent spender and yet this year so many things I ignore. I do not even calculate my budget seriously and turn out this year there are so many trips I have to make. Thus many changes I have to do. Now I al...

Have you encounter this kind of situation? How that makes you feel? Sometimes when this happen, I felt useless to plan because the planning itself takes a lot of energy and of course consume a lot of time. But still planning is crucial. I am not writing about planning, I am writing about the good things when things happen unexpectedly. Well, for some this is like surprise and many do not like surprises. I like surprises because it makes me feel appreciated. The thing is, I always assume bad things happen because of something. Like I have try my best and there will be this little tiny voice telling what I did is not enough, i should put more effort or whatever this voices tell me and it did influence me. It makes me feel small and not confident. But when there is this little good thing hapen unexpectedly, I feel really good and it makes me happy. There is no need to take things seriously and once I done something, I should trust myself. It is not like I do not do anything, it just t...

Sounds serious, but it is a must. For many of us, death also requires money and I am not even talking about our heirs how they are going to live after I or you die, but it is about the cost of funeral. It could cost a bomb and that’s why some of us already plan on it. What kind of funeral I want and how it going to be. We do not want to make the funeral ceremony a burden to our beloved ones, isn’t?   One of the expensive things to have during funeral is casket and it is a very expensive item, depending on type. But thanks because today there are   so many choices to choose from. The burial caskets   will take a lot of time to prepare, but however some can be prepared within 24 hours.    There are so many questions about this funeral and to plan early and maybe just to know more about it, just click here coffins faq and u will gain so many answer for your questions about casket and things that related to it.

Image via Wikipedia I am not a fan of going to trip because I hate the hassleness of things I need to got through in order to do the trip. And as a very worry person I will worry about many things but turn out the more I hate something the more it comes to me. I've been to countless of trips and been moving here and there for many times in my life time. Turn out I like to bring and worry unnecessary things so for my newest trip I decided to be simple and just bring the things I can. Actually I like to plan things and expect what things might have happen so when that things happen I will be ready. Ohh, but it takes many things from me, time, money and energy. Because when you thinking unnecessarry things, you waste many other important things and one of them is the fun. The trip supposed to be a time I can relax and enjoy a new sight, but if I kept worrying about things that could happen I will not able to enjoy things that are in front of me. I should know that everything can be so...