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Even though you’ve done so much, so much and you thought it just it should be, you’ve done good things, so the other party must also should do good to you, but it not always that case. In fact, do not even expect that that person will do good back to you. I’ve been there a few times. I guess my mistake was to expect something in return. It can never work that way. Even   though you think you have helped that person a lot. And you never asked anything   in return, and when you asked a favour form that person, it is just norm for that person to help you. But too bad, it will not work that way. That’s why never expect anything in return. Lesson here be very sincere. Because there is something you have to remember, you do kind, the favour will return back to you much more, but from different person and in different forms, sometimes in unimaginable ways. This is what somebody told me when I was too hurt by that person actions. Reminder for me, do not even bother to think why that...

Bruce Jenner (Olympic Champion / Husband of Kris Kardashian) stated that there are 4 Keys to Success : Gamble, Cheat, Lie and Steal. • gamble - dare to take risks • cheat - cheat those who would hold you back • lie - believe in the love you have from others • steal - steal every moment of time It is simple, and seems easy, isn't? GHXXXHX22499949

 Do you bring your work home? For me, it is not a good idea, and as much as I hate bringing work home, I always find myself doing it again and again. And turn out I always unable to finish or even do the work that I've bringing back home. Ironic, isn't? But that is because I felt bad leaving the unfinish work at work and try hard to do it at home. But usually when I'm at home, I do not have any motivation to do my related work thing. But most of the times, I cannot help it. At work, I rarely eat because I prefer to do and finish my work, but still unable to finish it. The work is neverending. And by the time I'm arriving home, I'm too tired to face it again, even though I know I should. Thinking back, it is like school children, where I have homework to do at home. Is this how it supposed to be? Isn't this show that work has taken control of my life? I do not like that. Therefore, I've do somethings that are out of my job scope. I'm taking license ...

picture taken from h ere ; In life there are so many things to chase the dreams and hopes that really wanted to be fulfill. But it wasn’t easy, so, there are wishes and hopes that need to be pass at the expense of others hope. Kind sad, but it hard to achieve everything. But it doesn’t stop us to pursue what we want. We just walk ahead, and hoping and praying that there will be other ways to achieve what we are dreaming for. Are human too greedy to hope for so many things? Or, why is it so hard to have what I want? Are my wishes will come out true one day? Hmm, no one can answer these questions, but I know, what I can do is to move on, work on and never give up. Whatever you can set your mind to, you can achieve it. I’ve heard the quote. Then, whatever your heart has set something to it, there is no other way, but you will work hard to achieve it and you will get it. Is it true? It sounds so simple. But think about it, when you want something so badly, you work hard to achieve it, r...

I’ve abandoned this blog for a month, and that because of work. I love my blog because it is here I able to voice out my opinion. As a person who unable to express herself well with words, I find it easier for me to express what I think and feel through this blog. I find it is exciting to write and read. But work has taken control of me. Truthfully, I do not like it as it driven away my energy to do anything else. By the time I arrived home, the only thing I can think about is sleeping and it is not good at all. At least for me. By the way, I think sleeping is a very good way to ease my stress and difficulties. A hot chocolate drink before sleep is a great way to have a great sleep. Hehehe, that is my secret. Sometimes, in working, it is not my body that is tired, but my mental fatigues that make me really tired. Being a teacher that has to deal with humans, kids, educations, books, it really make my mind exhausted. When I talk about this with my colleague, they suggested me to go e...

It is from a person who just went through an emergency and money is really important. You can never predict when you are going to face this kind of emergency situation. Yesterday I was having a terrible headache. And it lead to throw up every time I walk or try to wake up. And until now, I felt like spinning around. Luckily for me, my parents live an hour from my rent house. After unable to stand the pain, I asked them to come to my house and helped me. My father brought me to the Clinique, and during that time, I do not have cash to pay for the medicine, and luckily my father does. For me it was embarrassing. Most of my money currently in the bank. And bank an hour journey from my place. When they say about emergency money, I think it also meant handy cash in hand. Especially when you live in a place secluded and far from bank and town.   And of course the clinic that I went to is a private clinic, means need to use a lot of money too. Ohh, it was horrible. 

For the past nine days, I’ve been having a time of my life, idle sitting at home. Not exactly doing nothing, but not going anywhere. The thought have to go anywhere is not really my liking, because I always had to go outside and drive my car around. Well, I got my wish to just stay at home. But starting this evening, I have to go back to reality, to go back to my rent house, and start to work hard. I do work during these holidays, mostly online, but I won’t have so many free time after this. My other commitments require my attention. I’m enjoying my holidays. I get a lot of rest and eat a lot delicious food, especially cook by my mom. But this is it. I have to stop resting and work toward my dreams.