Once upon a time...
This post is related to my frustration to me..
Once upon a time, I was this person who so energetic about life and want to face every challenges possible, but now, I hate it. I prefer to stay at home, and do nothing.
Then, I was this person who is ambitious, but now... after I found out that life is actually really challenging and those lucky enough will get it. Then she prefer to settle for less.
I do not know what went wrong, but I cannot writing freely like I used to and I become the person that I myself feel weird. Sarcasm and hypocrisy is ok to me... oh oh...
In a way, I also found good thing about the changing, but I felt weird and my brain just freezing from thinking about it...
What happen to me? Maybe middle age crisis. :(
Once upon a time, I was this person who so energetic about life and want to face every challenges possible, but now, I hate it. I prefer to stay at home, and do nothing.
Then, I was this person who is ambitious, but now... after I found out that life is actually really challenging and those lucky enough will get it. Then she prefer to settle for less.
I do not know what went wrong, but I cannot writing freely like I used to and I become the person that I myself feel weird. Sarcasm and hypocrisy is ok to me... oh oh...
In a way, I also found good thing about the changing, but I felt weird and my brain just freezing from thinking about it...
What happen to me? Maybe middle age crisis. :(
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