Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

I am kind a person who scare with rejection. That's why I rarely asked favour from people, because I said that people will said no. For me, when someone said no, that mean, that person hate me. No matter what their reason is. But, that was wrong. Because that way of thinking only shows that I have problem with self confidence. I guess that's true, because I used to have a low self confidence. But now, I started to be more mature and brave. Why afraid with no? It just an answer, not the end of the world. There are more chances next time. Why must think negatively? Think positively. I always think that when people say no to me, the problem is me, not them. Well, I do not have problem with me, so, if other people has the problem with me, why should I bother? why change into someone that people will like? Well, it is hard, but, as long as what I do is not illegal or wrong or even disturbed people, I will keep being me. Even though only a few people will be friend w...

Have you ever feel like you missing out? - Ohh, why didn't I think I that? - If only I start saving easrly ... - I should have continue my master? - Ohh, I missed out the sale, I cannot get what I want ..... and the list could go on and on... Then, you see that your peers are doing so much better than you, and having the things that you want, and this will make you feel more irritated. So, what are you going to do? Chances are, you want to chase everything in one go. try to make up everything that you lost. You plan, then, you work hard. But after a few attempts, you start to feel burn out. Then, you quit. I post this because I've been through this, personally and in career also. I felt that I missed many things, and I try to gain back what I think were supposed to be mine. But, it is not right to do that. Because it will drain my energy and I felt exhausted. I do not say that it not possible, but it is really hard. In pursuing the things that I missed, I might I miss...

Some people find it easy for them to earn online, but some not. I do managed to earn some from the internet, but it is not until I can give uo my full time job or even concentrate so much time in it. But I do learn a lot of things from the internet, especially online earning. Because the main reason for me to be online is to earn money, but turn out, internet got so many temptations and I've been drawn to it, so many times. Many times, I forgot my main intention. I also lost money too, trusting sites or forum that promises many beautiful things, stating that it is easy to earn, and bla, bla, and I jump right into it, urghh, and it happens a few times. I do not know whether what I've earn so far is enough to cover the money that I spend on the internet, and of course, it excluding the necessities. As I've learnt my lesson and I found out that I actually earn through free sites, that I do not have to pay, and most of the sites are earning through writing and ...

If you love someone, you have to show and say it. Some people only want to show but do not want to say, but for some, they say, but do not show.   Both could be very misleading. So, if you like someone, or you care someone, say it and prove it. It is much better than let the person wonder. The wondering process is hard - it could be that what you do can be taken in a positive way or maybe negative. Thus, please do both, or people could misunderstand it. The body language wasn't all the time will say it all. It also needs spoken words. But if only words are spoken without any prove of it, it could also lead to misunderstanding. Ohh, it is a complicated world.

Money matters... that's all I have to share, because I do not know where to start. But, let's look at these posters that I took from Facebook, ...

As my work would not allow me to get increase through over time work, so, I have to do this - be frugal. I have to, as I'm going to be 30 this year, I should have a lot of saving. Currently, I do have a little saving, but as I will have to use for my big expenses, it will   not enough. Moreover, I have to start thinking about future, seriously. I try my hardest not to go to town without any valid reason and refrain myself from buying unnecessary things. Therefore, I was surprised and angry when suddenly my phone charged me with the things that I do not used. It makes me furious and sad. I work hard to save the money, and this phone company could do that to their customer. And since I become phobia, i kept checking my phone charges. I do not want it to happen again. Some people said, that it much easier to earn more than to spend less. Maybe for some people. But as for me now, I'm started to build my passive income now, so, it much wiser for me to keep saving an...