Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

A few weeks back, a situation happen ....As at my workplace we have to do some kind innovations, and we have do it. It should be fall on everybody, but I do not why ... I got this conversation from my supervisor. He said, something about me liking to work alone and it not good, and I should with others and if come in the future and the tasks that befall on all are not done, he will blame it on me? Seriously? Is he should say something like that? What he said bothers me a lot. So, I decided to do what other people should do and it gives pressure to me. I suspect something must off for him to say those things to me because there are other people too. Yes, I like to work alone, but I do not have problem to work with others. I will share the things that I should share and being me, most of the times, I over share. For two weeks, I feel pain in my chest and hating my leader for not stand up for me... why am I be obligated with that responsibilities when he knows many actually do not d...

It actually keep you out of the trouble, but not exactly solving the problem. Mouth can create so many good and bad things but even good things can be interpreted differently. So, be quiet. Thus it leave the imagination of those who actually paying attention to me, to think as they might want to, but as long as I'm not involve mouth fighting that could turn into something ugly and bad. But, it not nice actually to keep everything inside. it not good to bottle up everything because once it get out, it might turn not pretty. I guess this is also where the stress is coming from. But I belive in saying that quite is intelligent. Stay out of trouble and focus on other things.

Have you ever been in situation that you face difficulties and you started to tell that person everything and the reply you get is"I don't know' .... it hurting to get that kind of feedback. Maybe a reply like... "that's ok, people make mistake" not like a word like this you should not do that and when you hear the same person can give comforting words to other people, you will feel hurt. It kept happening again and again to me. Sometimes, I do know that what I did is wrong, it just I had to ... and when a person tellss you that actually that person is hurting inside and just wanted to hear comforting words.... For me, there will always a way out .. always... just no judgment and utter kind words to the hurt person... I guess, this is where I can find my comforting moment ... by writing it out.

Continents by colour simpler (Photo credit: Wikipedia ) It is ... why like things to be complicated? When things are too complicated it will give you headache and pain in the heart ... try to avoid it. As a woman, women, for me tend to complicated things... right? Because I know I do. Sometimes an easy things to do and without even starting on it, I already thinking ahead of time with this question ... what if? Do what you think is good and appropriate. Bother about own feeling first without the need to indulge too much in the future. That's why people say that knowledge is important so that I can make an inform decision and not only guided by heart only. Have a plan and know and stick to the plan. Because of this 'what if' thing keep bothering, I will make things so complicated... when the thing is actually a piece of cake.