Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

I got this tips from facebook on how to have   a lovely days ... well, I think it also tips that i must in everybody lives in order to get a great life...  Do these even though you are having a lot of problems and the thought of smiling is also hard let alone to do it, but when you do something nice, nice things will come to you. I have to do this, so that I also will have lovely day, every day...  For a people who are scared of confrontation like me, accepting things as it is is much easier than talk or even face it, but, it will come a time that I need to face it. This thought always come to the mind, how can I smile after all this or with these problems that I face? But believe that you have a great mind that can help you solved the problems and trust it and move it through...  Have a lovely days everyone....

Ever feel like you want to get angry with someone because of what they done? Are you kind a person who just let it out without consider other people feeling? Or are you a kind a people who bottle up everything in your heart and wait for the time for it to blow up? Ok, currently I am having all  three situations that I wrote above. I angry with someone of what they done , more to what they said, ( yes, they - a few people), but I keep it all in my heart. There are so many instances that I wish I just said whatever that I feel, but I do not want. Well, people said when I am frustrated and angry, I will said anything that comes up to my mind and in the process I will say the things that I regret of saying it, so I do not want to face it again. But it hurt and my heart doesn't feel calm. In fact, the problem is that I cannot see that person face to face or ven talk normally to that person without the feeling of angry crept inside. There is this question in my heart saying, wh...

 That is my aim now. There are so many things that I wish differently, like 1. I should save and invest as early as possible.  2. Be more confident 3. Should buy a second hand car as my first car.  4. Study as much and as hardworking as possible.  And the list could go on and on. But, I cannot turn back time. This is now. I should be proud of what I am and have now. In fact, I have a lot than many people. Well, I do not know that for sure, but as long as I have a great family even though problems do arise, but I am happy, a great and helathy parents who actually helping me a lot, a comfortable home to live, a permanent job, a mind that works really well and the list could go on. So, I decided to be grateful for these things that I have instead of focusing the things that I wish I could have and want to have. One of my bad habit is when my heart says that I want something, I will look for it until I get it and forget about the almost s...