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What an Ironic World

I do not know whether teaching is the right job for me. I can easily angry with these pupils if they cannot understand what I’ve taught them. I’m kind a person who talks really fast, do not like to talk and repeat the same things again, but I’m in the profession that needs me to talk a lot, meet all kind of people and repeated the same things over and over again. What an ironic. I do not know how to make people impress, I’m a straight person and a person who do her kind job only. I have a sour face, rarely smile and yet having a career that require opposite of that things.

I do not want to be a fierce person, and yet I found out that I am a very fierce person.

I do not like to meet people a lot, and yet, I have to meet so many people and have to stand  all sorts of attitude. I know, these actually good, as it taught me to a better person, but it so hard. Who says that teaching is easy is wrong… totally wrong. 

Comments

Cris said…
Being a teacher is really a hard task, especially nowadays.I wa a teacher for 45 years, now retired. I wouldn´t like to be ateacher NOW!
Masz said…
Yes it is a very hard task.. sob, sob,sob...Thank you for visiting my blog

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