Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

Well, does the title make a sense? I don’t know, but here is a situation. I am desperate to have a car. Not because I want to, but because I had to. Have you heard people buy a car because of the necessity to buy it and they suddenly buy it? Well, that’s me now. Truthfully, I do not have confidence to drive a car yet. Moreover, I do not have enough money, so why should I buy a car? And to add more, I am not stable yet. So, why should I burden myself to another debt? Adding more, my plan is to have house first than to have a car. But because of this situation, I had to buy a car. It’s only a reason right? So, how should I handle this situation? I am confused. I am in terrible mood because of this matter. I can live without car, but then I will face great difficulties in the next three months, but if I buy a car, I will face more difficulties in the next year. But looking at the other side, if I really buy a car, I will need to discipline myself to plan carefully about m...

In malay, money is call as ‘duit’ pronounced it as “du-it”. I know a lot of people say money will not make you happy but the thing is without money, life will be miserable. Here I am at the age of not yet 25, has been burdened with the money problem. I hate it. My father is a farmer, but never in my life have I felt difficult. Well, of course my life is not luxury, but I never face a situation where I cannot eat because of money. My father train us to live as it is, and always be thankful to what I had. And for that I am very thankful. I remember, when I was in university, when my friends are busy with cloth and make up, I do not feel the necessity to have that kind of stuff. At the age where I just get away from parents, all those things never influence me. ( maybe a bit, but I always see myself as ugly, so that’s no need for that) I do not mind wear the same cloth as long as it still can be wear and I will continue to do so, until I enter a society world, a world of occupation. ...

It's been a very long time since I update my blog. What happen to me? I don't think I am too busy until I cannot update my blog. It's 2.47 am in my place now. But during these two months, there are many things I learn about me. I learn that I hate myself that always whining and also the facts that things will not always go the way we want it to be. But preseverence and gratitude will bring you patience and hope. It just never give up. I also learn a new things, getting to know more about a friends and people. We cannot change people, but we must change our perception towards people. We cannot expect people to behave the way we want it to be, same like I do not like people tell me how i should behave. At the age of 25, it kind difficult, but accepting people's opinion and listen to them is important. It doesn't matter if I will follow what that person tell me to do, but only listen is enough. It about respect. How can I expect people to respect me when I do not respe...