Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

 Because once, I was a person who like to prepare for in case situation, thinking, that I might need it in the future, thus, I always buy unnecessary things, that end up I do not have the opportunity to use the item, and I wasted so many money, time and energy for all athat, and maybe contribute to the pollution .. If only I follow my parents footsteps, especially my father who only use the things that he already have, buy the cheapest items he could find, maybe, by now, I have extra money in my bank account ... because I was greedy ... It not easy to turn on back time, thus, I have to accept that I already went through that phase and I regret it, so now, I should be more careful in my spending and behaviour in using the money... Money is not easy to come by for me .. maybe for some, it is easy for others, but not for me ...   

  The thing is, you on your own, nobody care about you, so, you need to care about you more than you think, that other people care about what you do ..   What I mean is that, people already ahs so much on their plate to even care about you .. So what you mess up .. it pass, people will laugh, or joke for it, but only for a little while only, not too long, and learn to take it with a pich of salt   Learn to let it go, learn to let it pass .. as life will keep going and move on, and so should you and your mind ..   You see, there are so many other things that you can focus on, instead of what other people might think or what could have happen …   Have you drink water ? have you wash your face, take a bath, clean your room or organize your things? You see, you might think that these are all small matter, but, these are big matters   .. This what could help you stop from doing all the over thinking that you keep on thinking that actually d...