Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

I am kind a person who scare with rejection. That's why I rarely asked favour from people, because I said that people will said no. For me, when someone said no, that mean, that person hate me. No matter what their reason is. But, that was wrong. Because that way of thinking only shows that I have problem with self confidence. I guess that's true, because I used to have a low self confidence. But now, I started to be more mature and brave. Why afraid with no? It just an answer, not the end of the world. There are more chances next time. Why must think negatively? Think positively. I always think that when people say no to me, the problem is me, not them. Well, I do not have problem with me, so, if other people has the problem with me, why should I bother? why change into someone that people will like? Well, it is hard, but, as long as what I do is not illegal or wrong or even disturbed people, I will keep being me. Even though only a few people will be friend w...

Have you ever feel like you missing out? - Ohh, why didn't I think I that? - If only I start saving easrly ... - I should have continue my master? - Ohh, I missed out the sale, I cannot get what I want ..... and the list could go on and on... Then, you see that your peers are doing so much better than you, and having the things that you want, and this will make you feel more irritated. So, what are you going to do? Chances are, you want to chase everything in one go. try to make up everything that you lost. You plan, then, you work hard. But after a few attempts, you start to feel burn out. Then, you quit. I post this because I've been through this, personally and in career also. I felt that I missed many things, and I try to gain back what I think were supposed to be mine. But, it is not right to do that. Because it will drain my energy and I felt exhausted. I do not say that it not possible, but it is really hard. In pursuing the things that I missed, I might I miss...