Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

I do not know whether teaching is the right job for me. I can easily angry with these pupils if they cannot understand what I’ve taught them. I’m kind a person who talks really fast, do not like to talk and repeat the same things again, but I’m in the profession that needs me to talk a lot, meet all kind of people and repeated the same things over and over again. What an ironic. I do not know how to make people impress, I’m a straight person and a person who do her kind job only. I have a sour face, rarely smile and yet having a career that require opposite of that things. I do not want to be a fierce person, and yet I found out that I am a very fierce person. I do not like to meet people a lot, and yet, I have to meet so many people and have to stand   all sorts of attitude. I know, these actually good, as it taught me to a better person, but it so hard. Who says that teaching is easy is wrong… totally wrong. 

Do not be like a tree, because it depends on the wind, if the wind come from south, it follows, and when the wind come from the north, it also be that way…it means following what other tell them to, not able having own decisive answer. But be a person who has a firm believe in yourself, who knows what to do when crisis arise, therefore, it is important to know what you want and who you are actually. I guess, that’s why when an interview is done, one of the questions that will be asks is what is your motto. Your motto shows your attitude. Let say an example, “ my motto is to walk ahead and never give up”… isn’t it shows that this person has a high perseverance because he knows that no matter what, he will walk on. You also cannot ask people who you are, because that answer can only be answered by you. Other people cannot determine what kind of person you are, they can see, they can judge and say anything about you, but only you know yourself better than anyone else. Therefore, know ...

When you have something you like to do, make sure you do it on regularly basis because that will ease the stress. For the last few months, it has been a very stressful months for me and I haven’t a chance to actually sit and concentrate on my favourite blog. I was wrong, because this blog has been my de-stress medication. I like putting my thoughts on my writing. There are so many things that I unable to say and voice out, but by type it somehow it makes me feel much better. Works will never finish, and it will keep coming back, and if I kept myself drowning in it, I will be drowning deeper. I do not want that. There should be something else besides work that I should concentrate on. After this my plan is to go travel, learn to cook and sewing. Then, I have much more things to write. My job is fun, but I want to explore other things too. But one thing for sure, shopping is a no no, as I want to save money and buy house and travel to many places, and also save for money too. But weird...

~ Be Thankful To God Arthur Robert Ashe, Jr. the legendary Wimbledon player was a prominent African American Tennis player who was born and raised in USA, was dying of AIDS. From world over, he received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed: "Why does GOD have to select you for such a bad disease?" To this Arthur Robert Ashe , Jr. replied: The world over. 5 Crore children start playing Tennis, 50 Lakh learn to play Tennis, 5 Lakh learn professional Tennis, 50,000 come to the circuit, 5000 reach the Grand Slam titles, 50 reach Wimbledon, 4 to semi final, 2 to the finals, When I was holding a cup I never asked GOD "Why me?" And today in pain I should not be asking GOD "Why me?" Be thankful to GOD for 99.99% of good things in life. When I hear somebody sigh, 'Life is hard,' I am always tempted to ask, 'Compared to what?' - Sydney J. Harris Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love wi...