Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

 Today, I woke up and could not continue on with my sleep even though it is holiday...  So, I woke up, did my prayer, cook breakfast and do some cleaning by getting rid of things that unnecessary ... I use these method when trying to clean and declutter my home. 1. Keep what I need in the most easiest place that I could easily reach.  2. Organized my items in most pleasant way possible - because the items are a lot, I have to be creative  3. Get rid of things that I do not use - but, it is had when your husband likes to keep things ...     

 It has been so long since I last posted in this blog.  Maybe I should rewrite back in here considering one of the therapeutic a person can do to deal with daily life challenges is through writing ...  Actually, I have a lot of things in my mind. but I always wait for the right moment, when the truth is, there is no right moment, but just do.  Recently, I always thinking of retire early because I feel that I do not have the energy to run away from things anymore, as that's what I always do, running away from things that I do not feel comfortable of doing.  And it has worked wonder for me, as I avoid drama, walk alone, and do a lot of things without I seek the approval from others.  Things are difficult for me because I am people pleaser, and it is not easy for me to say no  or reject something without I feel guilty about it, even though, it is not a big matter at all.  Life is hard when you have to walk alone and it harder when you have to be unco...