Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

Because it come effortless, naturally, without need to work hard for it, and only once it gone, then we feel lost … I forgot about feeling grateful, feeling blessing because all I can remember is the heartache, the pain that cause by people, no matter who that people is. A single eye gazing could lead to years of friendship, broken into pieces, because of over thinking, because of intonation, things could go very wrong ....Things have become so complicated and messy, with so many things to do, arrange, plan and look forward to.  Challenges keep coming, but it not always, as at times, there will be rainbows too, bad things will pass, so do good things too ... Be in the present, cause the past has past, and the future is yet to come .. enjoy the moment, believe in good things, be positive, be hopeful and persevere. Always try to do your best in your work, in your life, plan for your future, read a lot, and keep good relationship with people no matter what the reason is....

You have to bite your tongue, and keep on walking ... because the reality is hurt, you will meet people who hurt you, used you but still you are going to meet people who lift you up ... But usually, the one that hurt you, you will be affected he most. But the one who makes you smile and your life easy, you forget about them .. that's why people said, no matter how much goodness you do in your life, because of one mistake you do, that is what people will remember the most. As an introvert who thinks too much, who keep everything in herself, I found it hard to deal with negative people, it really hard. I envy those who able to keep on going, happily without a trace of low self esteem despite the things that they do. I envy those people, because I am not like that. Well, each people has their own attitude, but certain attitude will eat them alive if they do not learn to fight it, to face it. It is inside that matters, because what you feel inside will materialize in the outside.