Just a ranting about life, minimalism, gardening, kitchen, food, deco

wahhhh, and for the last few months, I have been through some moments that I hate .... and yet, I still can walk on.... but with heartache and strong hard beat. I do not know why, but I know there must be because of something. So I decided to take actions ... First by telling to Allah and let it out and then throw everything out that related to the persons that related to that heartache. For the time being, it work and as I read the more I hate the more I will attract it, so, I decided to let it go and do not want to think about it. Let them be. There is nothing much that I can do by the way. But I can choose how to respond to it, by keep smiling and walking and ignoring.Focus on things that I can focus on and should focus on.

I've learnt it is ok to sad To lose something that your heart rejected it Even though at times, you don't understand why I've learnt to walk alone To learn on my own To make my own decision Even though it is lonely and scary But, you have to follow your guts I've learnt to be with people who used you Who don't appreciate what you've done Because in life, never expect anything in return I've learnt to be thankful every little things that You have, Because in reality, it cost so much to have that, I've learnt to live with my weaknesses My weirdeness that make me don't have many friends, ' Don't know how to mingle and socialize Because that is me ... as much I want, I cannot change just to fit in,